This weekend

So, having signed my Sissy contract and duly filed it away we are now locked into this for life. I have been told by Mistress that this weekend is set aside for our unique style of 'play'. This normally involves utter humiliation for me in one or all of the following ways...

• Pissing myself
• Being pissed on
• Being fucked with a strap on
• Being made up to look like the sissy bitch I am
• Being dressed up to look as pretty / ridiculous as possible
• Being humiliated by having Mistress cover me / fill my clothes with the most disgusting food we can find
• Being ordered to cum in all the mess while being verbally abused

In order for Mistress to know exactly what deviant desires I harbour I have been instructed to post here a wish list of everything I want done to me. All of the above sounds perfect but there are a couple of points to elaborate on...

• I NEED to be dressed as a school girl, wearing a proper gym skirt, large panties, knee high socks, training bra, shirt, tie and hat
• I HAVE to be shaved. I am very hairy around the cock and balls and am very proud of this, it makes me a real man. By being ordered to shave it is another step towards my total submission...giving up everything to Mistress.
• I WANT total coverage during our messy session - that is to say I want as much horrible slop poured over me as possible so you cannot recognise me, that way I look as stupid as possible, all the while Mistress is laughing at me and verbally abusing me.
• The addition of a hat is interesting because it gives Mistress another way of making me suffer - to be told to hold out my own hat while she slowly and deliberately selects what to fill it with, taking it off me, walking behind me before slowly upending it onto my stupid head and pushing it down so all that gunge runs down my face.
• I think we also need to re-introduce a funnel as this will enable Mistress to apply revolting mess to inside my big panties without getting it anywhere else and to those watching on the film we will be making it will apear as though I am still clean but underneath my pathetic little cock and balls will be coated in sticky goo.

I will get Mistress to review my post and amend where necessary if she feels I have not been open enough with my requests. Hopefully this will please Mistress.

This is for life...

Now that I have fully accepted my place as submissive to my Mistress I am able to explore everything about my position uninhibited. Since meeting Mistress it has been a sexual revelation as well as an emotional journey. We used to keep a mutual blog...

http://mrandmrsfilth.blogspot.com/

This detailed our exploits but has run it's course as our relationship developed and this new one is designed to record my descent into ritual humiliation and sissification, my true place in life and one that allows me to worship Mistress as the goddess she is.

We quite quickly found ourselves naturally settling into roles, mine one of utter subservience and Mistresses one of total dominance. We have talked about 'switching' but this will never materialise as I suspect these are the positions we were always meant to assume (pun intended).

I am totally secure in my role and find it liberating in the extreme. Mistress too is more powerful and dominating than I could ever have imagined and is deriving immense pleasure from taking complete control of both her life and mine.

There is no fantasy or desire I cannot share or explore with Mistress and the same is true for her, there is NOTHING I wouldn't do for her. We will never run out of ideas and this free's my mind to drift off into places I never knew existed until I met Mistress. I am now having the most intense experiences of my life which I have now been ordered to share with the world.

I have been instructed to create this blog in which I will detail everything that turns me on and that I would like to happen to me. In conjunction with a contract I am going to sign which cements my place as the Sissy Bitch.


In everyday life I am a successful, professional manager with a team of people reporting to me. I am perceived as a masculine figure of authority. However Mistress knows better and takes great delight in reducing me to my rightful place which is as her useless sissy bitch. To order me to dress up in the frilliest and most humiliating of outfits shows me exactly what I am and it is time to share this and much, much more with the world.